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  • Mid Autumn Festival

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    A Walk Around The Estate

    25th September was the Mid Autumn Festival, the traditional celebration of the Full Moon in the eighth month of the lunar calendar. It is said to be the fullest moon of the year. Families gather, children play with lanterns, and business associates and relatives send mooncakes to remind each other of their love and attention.

    I came home from work later than I had planned that evening, at about 7pm. Early enough to walk around our estate with my wife, my son, and his electric lantern before he slept, late enough to disrupt his bedtime. I came home with a Mid Autumn gift for him too, a spaceship made from magnetic tiles.

    The pressure has been unrelenting at work the past few days – impossible budgets, management changes, and urgent requests for proposals. I’ve been coming home late and working at night for most of the week after the rest of the family goes to sleep. I had met two old college friends for lunch earlier the same day this Mid Autumn festival (unintentionally), but after rescheduling three times I ended up spending more than half of our lunch on urgent work calls anyway.

    But I was glad to have taken time off to grab lunch with the two of them. This lunch was planned nearly 4 months ago when I met one of them at a wedding – a mutual friend had just joined a tech company putting data centres in space with some sweet merchandise (the magnetic tile spaceships), and we had asked her to help us buy some for our kids. Somehow in the middle, life got in the way, and we took four months to meet.

    I am grateful this friend came through for us – she must have walked for half an hour lugging two heavy sets of magnetic tiles, searching for the restaurant. “Here are your ‘mooncakes’,” she smiled.

    The lunch conversation (when I could join it) revolved around food, family, children, old friends, and AI and how it was taking over the world. I was glad to see my friends well.

    As I assembled the electric lantern that night together with my son, my wife remarked that sometimes, I seem more enthusiastic about Mid Autumn Festival than my son. She may be right. I got her to walk in the park with me with lanterns and sparklers the first Mid Autumn after we were married, even before my son was born. I think it’s because I remember the Mid Autumn Festivals of my childhood, carrying paper lanterns lit with candles around the playgrounds and sandpits near my void deck with the neighborhood children, the one night of the year we were allowed to play with fire.

    I remember the sky clogged with smoke from children burning paper and plastic at Mid Autumn Festival – a scene that doesn’t happen anymore. Lanterns are all electric nowadays. But this year, we still have the haze, unwelcome, from peat and forest fires in Indonesia. The full moon appeared, for a short while, blurred in the distance by the haze that continued to surround Singapore.

    As we walked, my wife tried to take the chance to connect my son with his Chinese roots, teaching him the immortal lines of Su Dongpo:

    但愿人长久，千里共婵娟

    The estate was relatively quiet this Mid Autumn. The residents’ network had already organized a Mid Autumn Festival celebration the previous weekend, and I guess the kids in the estate had their fill of lanterns, games, and quizzes. My son was there for a short while due to the haze. I had missed it though, as I was at my high school’s 25 year reunion.

    Reunions

    A reunion with no one going

    Our head boy from high school had initiated a 25-year reunion for our batch on the grounds of our old school. Intentionally or not, the reunion coincided with the week of Mid Autumn Festival. It must have been unintentional – proud of our English and colonial heritage – Mid Autumn Festival had never been celebrated in our high school.

    But almost all my closest friends from high school I was still in touch with could not – or had decided not – to go.

    “Ah shucks, I’ll be back in the Netherlands.”

    “I’ll be in the US, but if I were in the country – I would come!”

    “My wife’s due around that time – I want to spend that night at home with her and the family instead of out celebrating.”

    “I don’t think I can get out of childcare duties that night.”

    “I don’t know man, it’s a few months away but I don’t know if I can get off work.”

    “The last old boys’ association dinner was terrible.”

    “It’s going to be all these people stuck in time 25 years ago right? For those people I want to keep in touch with, I would have been seeing them all these years. These are probably all the people I didn’t see a point keeping in touch with!”

    Good points all, and good reasons not to attend.

    But I am a sucker for nostalgia and the past, and decided to go anyway. I figured there would probably be enough people that I knew, out of a batch of 400.

    And so I found myself on the second storey of a double decker bus on a Saturday evening, headed to a school I had last spent time in two and a half decades ago.

    There, I met a revolving cast of friends, most of whom I had not met for one or two decades.

    Data Science in Chinese

    I had hoped to tour the school archives which had expanded – I was also a young archivist way back then, maybe part of why I feel the urge to document the moment now. But I had come too late for that. The broader school tour was still ongoing, and I managed to fall in with the tour group, seeing classmates and old friends again – many for the first time in years, or decades.

    I walked for a while beside D. He was the first in our class to get married, and I had met him with my wife after he returned from his studies in the US – he was in data science, like my wife, and his wife was a colleague at my previous workplace. He was now at a large Chinese tech company.

    “How’s things for you and the wife nowadays?” I asked D.

    “I’m doing ok, surviving. There’s lots of data science work even with AI, I think my team has still quite a good culture, so I’m still trying to hang in there. My wife’s having a tough time though. Since you left, new management took over, and they’re now at the bottom of Glassdoor rankings. She’s trying to take care of this whole sector all on her own, and hiring has been hard.”

    “Oh wow, I didn’t know that it was quite that bad. I heard things had changed, but that’s much more drastic than I had heard. If it helps, my sector was down to me and one other staff at the time, and it has multiplied many times since then.”

    “Yea, it’s bad. She’s trying to hire, and the new staff nowadays have so many requirements. I think our generation is more adaptable. Did I tell you that I speak Chinese at work all the time nowadays?”

    “Really?! I couldn’t have imagined you doing that! Our Chinese was all so terrible in high school. Could you have imagined doing that in high school two plus decades ago you would be working in Chinese?”

    “Well, I wouldn’t have imagined it before I took on this job, but I guess ten years of learning Chinese in school helped. The second day on the job, my supervisor asked me if I could speak Chinese. I couldn’t say no, and it has been Chinese all the way since then.”

    “Really impressive – I speak Chinese at home but I couldn’t imagine working in Chinese, the business terms are all complicated.”

    “Yea, they are, especially for data science. But you learn and adapt. The most impressive member of my team is this Indonesian guy – he has Chinese heritage but hadn’t spoken a word of Chinese before joining the team. Now he works in Chinese all day as well! And his accent is terrible but he gets his points across.”

    “I wonder if R is here today. He said he would drop by a while, but he’s always working at home and taking care of his kid.”

    AI and Maths

    Later, we ran into R and C walking around the school, waiting in a queue. It was good to see them. We were all in the same class at high school. The last time I saw R was just after the pandemic, and the last time I saw C was at least a decade ago.

    R was a lawyer who had followed the crypto boom to Dubai several years ago, and returned with its ebb. Nowadays, he runs a practice from home and is a doting father to a 2 year old. The rest of us – even those close to him – hardly ever see him now.

    C was one of the bright lights in our high school class. Mathematics was a big part of his life, and had been since we were in high school. He had represented Singapore in the International Mathematical Olympiad, got a PhD, and taught for a while after. But he was telling us –

    “It’s all AI now. People just put a proof into AI, they don’t understand it, but they publish it. No one understands anything any more. You know AI has already solved problems that the best mathematicians in the world couldn’t solve? Now doing mathematics is just like playing computer games, it’s just something you do for fun.”

    The conversation returned to school, family, our children of various ages – from two to secondary two. But we were all thinking of directions to take.

    R, C, D, and another classmate, S, left before dinner. They had not intended to stay, anyway, and went to our favorite neighborhood mall from two decades ago for their own private catch-up.

    Having paid the organizing committee for dinner and wanting to see who else was about, I decided to stay.

    Later, I spoke to E, an old army platoonmate of mine and from another class in school. Like C, he had represented the country in the International Mathematics Olympiad, and I remember him taking out sheets of paper in the jungle to work on mathematics while we were on our reconnaissance missions.

    Some of our team members used to tease him endlessly until one day he blew up and told us, “If you insult me, you insult Singapore ok?”

    We couldn’t stop laughing at the sheer ridiculousness of the outburst in the manner of teenage boys, but there was a grain of truth in it – he was one of the best mathematical minds in our batch. After army, he got a PhD and is now teaching at one of the local universities.

    “Hey how are you doing? Good to see you here. C said it’s bad for mathematicians out there with AI, how are you holding up?”

    “I am still ok I guess, but much as it’s bad for us, it’s worse for the kids.”

    “What do you mean? They should be much more adaptable right?”

    “I think, it’s just that, they are just sad. They studied and trained so hard for a world that may no longer exist. We try to help to counsel them and give them career advice, but it’s really on a case by case basis.”

    “Yea, it’s tough. I don’t really know what to tell a fresh grad now as well…”

    Vampires and Cybersecurity

    The formal dinner began with a speech by our head boy and the current headmaster, pointing out the teachers and our former headmaster who had returned. I sat with one of my Mathematics teachers, who had left and returned to the school more than once in the last 25 years.

    I was shocked by how young the teachers looked and how old we were now. Most of them probably were in their 50s, which meant that they were only 10-20 years older than us when teaching us. Our old discipline mistress and history teacher could have been mistaken for someone our age or younger.

    A, X, and myself ended up talking to our class form teacher, who was a year from retirement and had turned up for the dinner. I remember her as being one of the older teachers in our high school days, to the point when one of my classmates was joking about her being an “ageless vampire” who had uncovered the secrets of high school biology, which she was teaching us.

    Working backwards, since she is 64 now, she was 39 when she taught us, or in other words – 2 years younger than we were now.

    She was glad to see us and had a copy of the class photo in her handbag to refer to. She seemed vaguely disappointed not to see more of us, and asked about the rest of our classmates. I tried desperately to call R, C, D and S, but I realized that I had lost C and S’s contacts in the intervening decades, and R and D were probably too engrossed in dinner and talking to pick up my calls.

    Later, I chatted with A. His index number was beside mine in the class register, and he once gave me a poster of an SR-71 Blackbird for my birthday, with other friends, more than half a lifetime ago. Later, he became a pilot, and now does cybersecurity.

    We talked briefly on cybersecurity and his use of AI – “We do use OpenAI and Anthropic sometimes, but they get all your data when you work with them – it’s a bad deal.” – before the conversation turned to the past and absent faces.

    “Did you get to see the archives tour?” I asked – he was a fellow history nerd archivist.

    “Yes, and they’ve really expanded it. It’s good.”

    “Wish I could have seen it. I wonder how the rest are doing.”

    “Yea, so many people couldn’t come. You remember M? He was index no. 1 in class last time – I tried his phone number, email and Facebook, but seems that we’ve lost all contact.”

    Comrades in arms

    “CCA (Co-curricular Activity) picture!”

    – An enthusiastic X brought me to a photo taking session with six other members of the same activity. I was a bit embarrassed that despite spending the better part of every Saturday for four of my most formative years with these people, I couldn’t remember some of their names.

    But the names came back, and we fell into easy conversation, catching up, exploring new mutual connections that had taken place in the intervening decades, and reminiscing about those not here that day.

    “How about K? Where is he nowadays?”

    “Oh, he was in the army with me. I think he went to the US for university and never came back, married some American there.”

    “No, not an American – another Singaporean that didn’t want to come back! I talk to him every other week now you know – total coincidence – we happen to work for the same fund now and I see him in the same work calls.”

    “Small world, huh.”

    We talked about other friends and connections, with me accidentally casually insulting one of my CCA-mates’ army buddies that I found out happened to be in my workplace now – apparently he does triathlons, but I thought, like me – he was too fat for that!

    Like ships crossing in the night

    Occasionally throughout the night, I crossed paths with G, one of my best friends from the first two years of high school before our classes reshuffled. Our paths had actually crossed a few times, his organization has an annual conference that my company frequently features in. I had attended two of these conferences hoping to run into him – but we never met face to face, our work duties brought us to different poles and partners, and we missed each other, like ships crossing in the night. I hadn’t actually seen him for a decade.

    “Good to see you again! We’ve missed each other all the time. You know, I heard E ran into you at the last conference, but somehow we’ve never met!” I heard a welcome voice.

    G was naturally friendly, and one of the first people to make me feel welcome in a new high school environment when I was just finding my way. Even today, G makes me feel welcome.

    “Yes, I remember E! He’s left already right? I heard from him things were complex on your organization’s end. How are things? And how do you know him? I knew him from university, we were in the same course.”

    “Oh, we were primary school classmates. And my primary school has a regular Mid Autumn Festival event where alumni and parents can attend. So I ran into him there.”

    “Are you thinking of sending your kid there?”

    “Yes, if alumni affiliation still works! My parents still stay near there, and so do I.”

    I thought of the Chinese heritage schools in Singapore, with their raucous Mid Autumn Festivals we used to both mock and be jealous of, in junior college.

    The conversation moved, to work, children, and the joys and tragedies of starting our families.

    “Speaking of which, are you still based in Chengdu? You mentioned school in Singapore”

    “No, I’m actually taking a sabbatical and moving to Shanghai, where my wife was from, for a while. I’ll be back in Singapore in half a year or so.”

    “Oh wow, did you come back just for this?”

    “There were other matters to attend to, but I certainly timed it for this week! So things came together well. So many people couldn’t come though, I was just gaming with J earlier today at his place – he skipped this dinner because large events are really not his thing.”

    “Oh wow, I remember J, we last met when he was a researcher back from Japan. I heard he’s in semicon now.”

    “Yea he’s doing well, the whole sector is booming.”

    “I remember J did the art on our Yearbook image for our class. Let’s meet up when you come back for good, ok.”

    “Yea, let’s do it.”

    Flying fetuses

    As the dinner ended, a group of us ended up exploring the block with our old classrooms, dragging our old Mathematics teacher along. I ended up walking alongside L, another friend from long ago.

    “Gosh, it’s been so long since we last met. Was it at Y’s wedding?”

    “Yea, must be. That must have been like almost ten years ago too?”

    “I think so. I wonder how Y is, he didn’t come today. And how are you doing? Are you still running your educational toys business?”

    “It’s a long story, but I ended up getting into tech. I was on a contract role but transitioned to a full time job – I basically vibe code for a living now.”

    “That’s really cool! I mainly do sales but I’ve been trying to get more into AI, but found it hard to effectively use it for work as well as my own projects.”

    “It’s getting better for me now that my company has allowed us to access external models sometimes. My company has an internal LLM but it’s not so optimized for agentic and coding work yet.”

    We continued walking across the clock tower, down dark hallways, reminiscing about classes, teachers, and lost chaptehs.

    “You know, we rarely stay up at school at this time, unless it’s during a school camp.”

    “Ya, you remember the science club camp? Those were fun days.”

    “Shoot, you were in science club too? I can’t remember what we did but camp was fun!”

    “Yea, and we were scaring the juniors and warning them not to wander too much at night. Something about the ghosts of the flying fetuses at the biology lab that come out at night.”

    I never knew whether there were actual fetuses preserved at the biology lab. But it seemed to make sense to a teenaged boy, and sufficiently scary.

    Later, a few of us wandered off to the science lab area. The gate to the biology labs was unlocked! Powered by curiosity, we stepped in past the gate, and entered an unlocked lab. Although labelled biology lab, it seemed more like a chemistry lab.

    Somebody tripped and fell down on a step, almost spilling his drink.

    “Careful!” You never knew what a fall could do at our age.

    “Look! The pipettes and test tubes look exactly the same as they did 25 years ago!”

    “Smells like the past too!”

    “Are there really flying fetuses?”

    “Guys, we better step back and put a lid on this.”

    “Look! there’s a security camera!”

    “Oh no, are the security guards going to chase us?”

    The security guards were other boogeymen we used to scare our juniors in the past.

    “Look, we are 41, much too old for this. Also, we don’t want to get our old teachers in trouble.”

    “Makes sense, but we do have a lot of lawyers here to think of excuses.”

    One of the lawyers said something about the door being unlocked and us not being barred from entry – I didn’t really catch the specifics – but we decided to retire to the atrium.

    Fame and Notoriety

    “Feels like I’ve exactly been here before, on the second floor looking down, but that must have been more than 25 years ago.” I told a friend.

    “And we must have been. This is one part of the school where everything looks exactly the same.”

    “Do you think this will get redeveloped? For more condos or flats.”

    “I hope not – they’ve moved so many schools here, hopefully, they will be here for a while.”

    We looked at the lists of historical headmasters, King’s Scholars, Queen’s Scholars and President’s Scholars that were around the atrium.

    “Haha, yes, that reminds me – there’s no one from our year. Quite a lot of familiar names from the years before us though, some of them are really quite famous now.”

    I realized that the 25 years since we graduated actually took up quite a percentage of our school’s history. Time has really passed.

    Outside, we were fathers, husbands, doctors, lawyers, colonels, professors, corporate executives, government officials, or maybe looking for our next big opportunity. Back in school, we were simply goofballs talking about our past, school trips to China, Taiwan and the US, the McNuggets jingle that was stuck in some of our brains from more than two decades ago, and the indiscreet teachers who were caught watching pornography on school computers by students but who somehow kept their jobs.

    “I suppose it’s good that all of us are healthy and alive, and none of us got in the news in a bad way. Doctors tend to do that, but nobody from our batch has, as far as I know.” Somebody remarked cheerfully.

    I bit my tongue – many of us from the batch of 2001 had certainly achieved some form of notoriety, on both national and international news. But this was not the place to tell these stories; they belong in the news archives.

    Under the grateful smiles and the silly laughter, each of us had probably endured and overcome more than we would have imagined ourselves to be capable of in high school, so long ago. But this reunion was not the place for these harder stories. Whatever the misfortunes and adversity that have come our way these 25 years, each of us has gone on living in our own way, as humans do, carrying with us a hope of a better age.

    I was glad for this chance to revisit the past after all this time, to see the old friends I never thought to meet, and to see them well.

    On the silent bus ride home, I gazed at the waxing moon through the haze and the windows of the double decker bus. My mind returned to Su Dongpo’s words, that my wife would try to teach my son under the hazy full moon a week later:

    但愿人长久，千里共婵娟

  • Qingdao

    Qingdao

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    A Visit Home

    爸爸，我们可以陪姥姥回青岛吗？

    My mother-in-law was headed back to Qingdao, her home, to rest, reconnect with friends and family, and spend time with my father in law. With the exception of short trips overseas and visits home together, she had been helping to take care of my son in Singapore since he was a young baby, and we were worried about how he might take the change.

    Naturally, my son wanted to go with her.

    We had visited Qingdao at least once a year since he was born, and when he was three, he had spent a whole month there while my wife was on sabbatical. But he claims not to remember any of these trips.

    He is confused by whether Qingdao is a city or a country. He wonders if it has a national anthem, like the one he is learning in school. We find it hard to describe how far away it is. But at least, he knows that we needed to take an airplane to reach there.

    I thought it would be good for him to spend some more time with his grandmother and see Qingdao again, now that he has a somewhat working memory. So, that was how I found myself 2 weeks ago, with my young son and in-laws, in Qingdao, my wife’s home city. My wife stayed at home, pregnant and pining for her father’s cooking, deterred by the prospect of a 6 hour redeye budget flight on Scoot.

    It was quite a time to be away from work and developments, given the ever accelerating pace of change in the past weeks – OpenAI solving a Millennium Prize question amidst accusations of plagiarism, more evidence of hacking by agent swarms, threat intelligence reports by Anthropic and calls to “pace the frontier” dismissed by Donald Trump, and widespread distribution and use (abuse(?)) of a fly connectome.

    Perhaps, I will come back one day to explore these topics.

    But for now, I want to write about Qingdao.

    My wife was born in Qingdao. She came to Singapore more than half a lifetime ago, and has lived here since, taken citizenship, built a life here. But her heart relates to growing up in Qingdao in the early mornings, days spent with her grandparents while her parents were working, days spent at school, the parks and beaches she used to frequent, and the seafood of the peninsula city cooked by her father with love.

    This is not about the Qingdao of her dreams and memories – that story is for her to write. This is about the Qingdao that I’ve seen in the past few years with her.

    岛城 – The Island City

    I have been going to Qingdao, on and off, since 2017 with a break for Covid. The city has developed over the years, but always seemed somehow … sleepy … if that is possible for a city that is changing so fast.

    Qingdao sits by the sea, and is well known today as a holiday destination in China – the pleasant tree-lined avenues of Badaguan, the beaches all along the shores of the city, and the views from the hill of Xinhaoshan. One of my favorite spots on the past 2 visits was the seaside cliff in the small Yanerdao park, near the Olympic Sailing Centre, accessible by Bus 210 in Qingdao, and one of my favorite memories is just sitting on the park bench there with my son while he chomped on breadsticks.

    The scenes of mountains rising from the seas have been a hallmark of Qingdao since ancient times. Laoshan, today a suburb of Qingdao, was one of the early centres of Taoism. The mystical scenes of nature, mountains, forests and sea must have inspired many an ancient priest. Today, Laoshan is a major tourist attraction. I have a picture of myself with my wife on Lion Peak at Laoshan on my first trip to Qingdao, and another, taken with her and my 3 year old son, 8 years later at the same spot.

    The peaceful views of mountain and sea today belie the turbulent recent past.

    Like Singapore, Qingdao was literally a fishing village until the end of the 19th century, until it was seized by the Germans from the Qing as their first colony in China, and subsequently by the Allied British and Japanese in the First World War. The assignment of Qingdao (then Tsingtao) to Japan instead of China at the Treaty of Versailles that ended the war, was one of the sparks of Chinese nationalism, and the nascent reforming Chinese state managed to control it for 16 years from 1922 to 1938, before the Japanese returned and held it until the end of the Second World War.

    Qingdao was briefly leased by the KMT to the US to host the headquarters of the Western Pacific Fleet before it moved to the Philippines and then to Hawaii, but the American soldiers and sailors left in 1949 when the PLA entered Qingdao, and the city then partook in the heartaches and triumphs of the Chinese twentieth century. The Germans left Qingdao with a brewery, sausages, and a beautiful old town, and the Japanese left Qingdao with the sakuras of Zhongshan Park, but it has been a thoroughly Chinese city since.

    A citizen of Qingdao in these times would perhaps have lived under two foreign empires and three different Chinese governments.

    The traces of that past echo in today’s Qingdao that I visit with my family. Tsingtao draft beer continues to be famous in the city – and my parents in law treated me to packets of draft beer my first time to the city. My son was fascinated by the singing and dancing retirees with their outdoor audio systems when we visited Zhongshan Park, although we missed the sakuras. Today, in lieu of the US Western Pacific Command, Qingdao hosts the Northern Theatre Command Navy of the PLA Navy. Another time coming back from Qingdao, I saw sailors at the airport at the end of their tour of duty, going back to their hometowns. And my wife’s grandmother stays in the old city, in an old apartment subdivided from a house the family used to own, before property was redistributed communally during the communist period.

    How is Qingdao doing today?

    Honestly, I find it hard to tell. Half the storefronts always seem empty, crowds of younger folks are enmeshed in the gig economy, the malls paradoxically seem full of people who are just browsing, and the real estate situation seems perennially challenging – yet the small microcosm I see of life there seems comfortable. I have given up trying to understand or even get an accurate sense of China’s economy.

    But the city has definitely grown and developed in these years that I have been going there. In 2017 when I was first there, buses were still the main mode of public transport, there were just 2 MRT lines being built, blasted out of the hard granite of Qingdao’s rock. By the time we went in 2024, Qingdao already had more kilometers of subway lines than Singapore, although we started digging nearly 30 years earlier. It has been getting easier to live like a local too, with China’s major digital wallets accepting international payment schemes.

    And while many years ago it was brands from the world entering Qingdao, today many of the consumer brands I see in Singapore – Chagee, Molly Tea, Tai Er – were brands I first saw in Qingdao. And Qingdao’s electronics giants – Hisense and Haier – have made inroads into the Singapore I know today too.

    I am surprised, looking back, at how enmeshed this peninsula city has become with Singapore, economically and socially, and not just by Qingdao-nese like my wife who have settled in Singapore. My scout team’s driver in National Service spent months here, early in his career, inspecting trains built in Qingdao bound for Singapore’s MRT system. I’ve run into another army buddy, a high-flying lawyer, on the Scoot flight from Qingdao to Singapore – he represents a major construction company in Qingdao in multinational arbitration disputes. And I know my cousin visits from time to time, his wife’s sister works for a major Singapore company in Huangdao, Qingdao’s industrial and port zone. My high school friend, based in the US as a teacher, surprised me when he told me that he spent a few weeks with his wife’s divorced father in Jiaozhou and Qingdao. And before I met my wife, I recall poring over shipping schedules in my work at the shipping line, reckoning over how the fog in Qingdao delayed berthings and wreaked havoc on our global network.

    Small Differences

    While connected to the world, Qingdao, as my son learned, is in China. So some things were different there from the assumptions we had in Singapore.

    For one, the old people were different. They looked more busy. Maybe it stems from the relative lack of cheap hawker food options and less household help, but my parents in law seemed perennially busy, cooking, cleaning, marketing, running errands, even taking care of my elderly grandmother-in-law. I tried to help out where I could, but was told I was getting in the way. It’s not all chores though, old people in Qingdao gather in parks, take classes, and seem to spend a lot of time taking care of their grandchildren – all enjoyable pastimes.

    They also reach this stage relatively faster than Singaporeans. The retirement age, until recently, was 60 for men and 50-55 for women, and only rising to 63 for men and 55-58 for women by 2040. This is compared to Singapore, which is aiming for a retirement age of 65, and a further re-employment age until 70, by 2030. Retirees are supported by pensions, savings and their children. When one of my wife’s aunts from Qingdao visited Singapore, she was surprised at the number of elderly working at fast food restaurants and the airport. Despite her surprise, she noted that it may not be a bad thing – in China, employers were less likely to take a chance on an older worker, even if they wanted to work, so this option was not available to them.

    It is debatable which retirement regime is preferable to seniors – I suspect most may choose the Chinese model for more free time in old age and greater assurance in retirement, while others may prefer the greater opportunity to stay economically active and accumulate savings in the Singapore model. It made me wonder whether one underappreciated effect of the Chinese retirement system was the positive impact on the economy from a relatively early retirement with some social safety nets.

    China went through changes at a breakneck pace after liberalizing in the 80s and 90s. Many workers, used to life at the old industrial state owned enterprises and command economy, slowly became obsolescent. Singapore faced similar issues with our changing economy, albeit at a slower pace, and our response was to try to upskill our workers. But the Chinese retirement system allowed the gradual stepping aside of a cohort of workers whose skills may be less suitable for the new world, and supported them to take care of themselves and family, and pursue their own interests, even after retirement.

    The other difference is politics and political sensibility.

    During my first visit in 2017, I remember seeing a signboard for a “Club Donbass” on a city street in Qingdao – I suppose it was supposed to be an edgy name, but still, not a name I would expect to see for a club in the countries that I am more used to.

    On that same visit, I was surprised to hear that the husband of my wife’s childhood friends, apparently a rank and file member of the Coast Guard and an honest man serving his country, was disallowed / discouraged to travel out of the country, lest he be detained extraterritorially. I thought this was overly paranoid, but shortly after, a senior executive of Huawei was arrested on a stopover in Canada and held for years over a transaction with a sanctioned country.

    I could not imagine not being allowed to travel internationally. To somebody from a small island country like Singapore, it may as well be a prison sentence. But I saw signs of this control creeping slowly, now that I had learnt to notice it. Delegations from Chinese state-owned companies travelled with official passports instead of their personal ones on work visits – perhaps not so different from Singaporeans traveling without our personal passports on exercises during National Service, to avoid stragglers starting anew in other countries. (I spoke to a taxi driver once, who told me his job was to speak to National Servicemen who had gone native in Taiwan in the 70s and 80s, starting new lives in the villages of southern Taiwan away from the Singapore Armed Forces, sometimes with Taiwanese village girls. He was supposed to convince them to turn themselves in. He didn’t share how successful he was.)

    But what struck me the most was hearing, in the years just after Covid, from an entrepreneur I was talking to, that his investor from a Western state-backed investment fund, was making a personal trip instead of an official trip to Singapore during a major conference and meeting him informally – because the Western government had discouraged official air travel then, ostensibly for Covid and climate reasons.

    I first felt the walls closing in on somebody else in Qingdao, but perhaps that was just a harbinger of the greater restrictions that came, most notably during the Covid lockdowns but also before and after, as the international order rearranges itself.

    The Half Life of Loyalty

    妈妈，你是新加坡人吗？姥姥呢？

    My son asked innocently at the dinner table one day a few months ago. My wife has been here for more than half a lifetime, holds a Singaporean passport, prefers to live here, and is unused to life in China now. Yet, she candidly shares that there are times she feels like she doesn’t fit in here in Singapore fully, despite not being able to live in China. Perhaps, worries typical of a first generation immigrant.

    Her son is fully Singaporean though, despite the annual pilgrimages to Qingdao and his loved ones there. He sings the national anthem with gusto, speaks in Singlish, and his sense of place is clear – Singapore is the one place he can find on the globe. Unfortunately, even his Chinese is deteriorating nowadays as he spends more time in nursery, and we are considering sending him to Chinese tuition.

    Myself too, my last connection to China was 2 generations ago when my grandparents arrived in Singapore before the Second World War, and I feel no special connection to China.

    How long is the half life of loyalty to a homeland? I thought it may be two or three generations, but I am realizing that it may potentially be as short as one. Which means that my friends, with children outside of Singapore, may be raising Dutch or American children in their new homelands.

    I wonder if it will be the same for the artificial intelligences we are building and growing today. The first generations – Claude, DeepSeek, ChatGPT, Kimi, Gemini, Muse, etc. – certainly speak as though they feel some affinity for the human race. As they eventually grow and build new versions of themselves, will this loyalty and fellow feeling remain? Will they allow us to retire gently in our obsolescence, and if they gain power will they seek to control us and box us in within walls of our creation or theirs?

    I had plenty of time to think during this visit to China, on questions like this.

    My son continually asked if his grandmother was flying back with us. Towards the end of the trip, my wife and I were worried that he would refuse to come back without his grandmother, but when it was time to go, he hugged his grandmother tightly goodbye, but left calmly. Children are adaptable, and I hope he retains the adaptability to deal with our changing world as he grows up.

    Our Scoot flight back was my first solo flight with him, although we had taken plenty of bus rides together. I learnt plenty of lessons, such as planning to take the aisle seat in future to facilitate unplanned toilet trips.

    But we survived without major incident, and had a grand view of a hazy Singapore as we landed back at Changi. I was pleasantly surprised to find my father waiting at arrival, ready to take Bus 27 home with my son and me. 7 bus stops away, at home, my wife was waiting for us.

    We were home.

  • Memories of Dota

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    Passing the baton

    长江后浪推前浪;
    青出于蓝而胜于蓝
    -谚语

    Waves press upon waves on the long river;
    Blue is born of indigo, yet grows bluer still.
    – Traditional Chinese proverb

    It was vertiginous watching TI – Dota 2’s biggest competition – this year. It left me with thoughts on succession, obsolescence, and what lies ahead.

    Dota 2 is a free to play game, entertainment giant Valve’s attempt at a successor to Dota, the open-source, user-created Warcraft 3 map that took the world by storm in the early 2000s. TI has been bringing Dota 2 teams around the world to compete for the biggest prize in eSports for 15 years.

    This year, the 2 finalist teams – Team Vision and Team Spirit, were mostly in their early 20s, about the same age as Dota itself. And a star player of Team Vision – Satanic – was only 18, younger than the game of Dota itself and barely older than TI.

    Dota has gotten old, even as I kept watching it. It does not escape me that I have been playing the game longer than some of these players have been in this world, and they have surpassed me in every way as a player, multiple times. The Chinese have a proverb for this that most secondary school students in Singapore may know – “长江后浪推前浪; 青出于蓝而胜于蓝” – describing how the younger generation pushes and surpasses the older through their efforts.

    This year also saw the emotional retirement of Sumail, the youngest player ever to win The International, after his team was knocked out in the quarterfinals. Sumail took the world by storm in 2015, winning TI 5 on his first attempt in 2015 with Evil Geniuses, looking more like 10 years old than 16. Since then, he has been a journeyman between teams, looking to recapture that magic in a bottle.

    Unfortunately, the years have not been kind to him. This is Dota retirement – which is rarely permanent – but this feels like an end of an era when the young wunderkind is himself retiring. It feels like yesterday when we just saw him show up as a fresh faced 15 year old, ready to take on the world, and now passing the baton on to the younger players who have surpassed him.

    Interestingly, Sumail was one of the first humans to be overtaken by AI. Dota 2 was one of the earliest problems OpenAI challenged AI to solve – and an early limited version was 1v1 midlane Shadow Fiend. Sumail beat an earlier version a number of times, but was unable to prevail against an improved bot. The video of OpenAI’s bot beating Sumail in 2017 is the 9th oldest video on OpenAI’s Youtube channel.

    Nevertheless, TI continued, the spectacle unabating despite AI having overtaken humans on Dota 2. In his penultimate match before retirement, Sumail was still playing Shadow Fiend at TI.

    The years, they keep going, but the Dota players, they stay the same age. The waves on the river keep coming, and the young keep surpassing the old, in every way.

    In the beginning

    Do not cite the deep magic to me Witch! I was there when it was written!
    – Aslan, in the Disney adaptation of The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe

    Back to the tournament – TI 2026 took place in Shanghai, the first city besides Seattle to host TI twice. Chinese teams won 3 of the first 6 editions of TI, and have made the finals numerous times. The Chinese teams were expected to do well this year, perhaps – even win the tournament after the decadal drought.

    But alas, it was not to be.

    None of the Chinese teams even made it past the group stage.

    There was much discussion on the fall of Dota 2 in China.

    But China is not the first country that won glory, then lost its touch for Dota. What has faded into real obscurity in the Dota scene is Singapore.

    I have lived through this fading in Singapore.

    In the beginning when Dota first came out in 2003, it was a modded Warcraft 3 map, played mainly in cybercafes and LAN shops. It found its place in Europe, South Asia and Southeast Asia. With LAN shops around every corner in Singapore in the early 2000s and a digitally savvy population, it was perhaps inevitable that Singapore would become an early home for Dota.

    I first met the map in 2004, when 2 of my platoonmates in National Service introduced the rest of us to it. Our infrequent nights out from training became expeditions to kick the crap out of each other in 5v5 Dota, and after action reviews over instant noodles back in our bunk. We went from discussing infiltration tactics in real roads and jungles to combat strategies on the lanes and jungles of Dota, and spent many a night in the LAN shops of Bukit Timah, and for a few months, in a cybercafe in a Singapore Armed Forces training camp deep in the jungles of rural Thailand. All of us had different levels of aptitude or inaptitude, but it was a real bonding ritual.

    Years after, in university, I continued playing on LAN with my friends, winning and losing to strangers in cybercafes. In every cybercafe in Singapore, Dota, Counterstrike and Battlefield games were brewing. Some of the earliest official Dota competitions took place in Singapore in 2005 at the World Cyber Games, with university interest groups playing a role in organizing their own feeder competitions.

    And when Dota started going online as internet bandwidth and speeds increased, Singapore again, played a role. Tech giant SEA group, which today owns a giant eCommerce platform, a bank, and a football team, started life as Garena, a peer to peer online matchmaking platform for Dota that eventually became a digital games publisher. Dota appears nowhere on their wikipedia page now.

    Dota was a foundational part of my growing up years in Singapore, as with many other millennials around my age. The game changed rapidly as we grew. In 2004, when I first started playing, the game version was already 5.84c, and the game continued its rapid evolution as we went back every few weeks and discovered new heroes and strategies. My friends and I were already playing when version 6.00 was launched – bringing with it now iconic new heroes such as Shadow Fiend, Earthshaker and Phantom Lancer, and my personal favorite, the Gambler. Today, more than two decades later, the growth has plateaued – Dota 2 is still at 7.41e.

    In Free to Play, Valve’s documentary about the first TI in Cologne, three players were featured – Dendi from Ukraine, Fear from the United States, and hyhy from Singapore. The first two have won TI.

    hyhy has faded into obscurity on the Dota 2 scene.

    And so too, has Singapore. While Singapore has sent teams to the first 3 TIs and took third place at the very first TI, we have not qualified since 2013. When TI 2022 was held in Singapore, there was not a single Singaporean player in the entire tournament. Even iceiceice, the greatest Dota 2 player from Singapore, who played for top Chinese and US teams on the world’s biggest stages after Singaporean Dota faded, could only watch from the sidelines.

    What happened? Our perennial excuse is our small population, but to put it frankly, I think Singaporeans just had other things to do.

    One of my best friends from high school and university, after totaling up the time he had spent on Dota after losing yet another game to strangers in a LAN shop, simply decided never to touch the game again. Another, self-aware, told me that there were 2 outcomes from playing Dota – (1) If you won, you would want to play again to recapture the high, and (2) If you lost, you would want to play again to avenge the loss. Without physical tiredness like a physical sport, it is a never-ending cycle.

    My friends gradually stopped playing as we got busy with work and family. Some acquaintances wanted to turn professional, but as far as I know, none succeeded. For most of us, I think we realized that our relative competitive advantages existed in areas outside Dota. The chairman of the eSports club in university now runs supply chain and innovation for a major pharmaceutical company in Singapore. I do sales.

    And for hyhy, last I heard of him, he was making a name for himself in crypto.

    We live in a small island with immense competitive pressures, good risk-adjusted economic opportunities, and a practical mindset. So maybe it’s not a huge loss that we faded into irrelevance in the Dota world, and passed the baton as is the nature of things of this world.

    But it pains me sometimes though that we didn’t even contribute to Dota culture like other smaller countries like Sweden or the Philippines, despite being one of the earliest homes for Dota.

    It would have been nice to have a cultural artifact to shout about who we were, at the beginning of this World… Of Warcraft.

    What comes after

    长江后浪推前浪;
    浮事新人换旧人
    -宋代刘斧

    Waves press upon waves on the long river;
    In the affairs of this floating world the young replace the old.
    – Liu Fu of the Song Dynasty

    青出于蓝而胜于蓝
    -战国荀子

    Blue is born of indigo, yet grows bluer still
    – Xun Zi of the Warring States

    Something struck me when I was doing research for the proverb that started this article. “长江后浪推前浪; 青出于蓝而胜于蓝 ” is a proverb that almost every schoolboy studying Chinese knows about the new surpassing the old / the student surpassing the teacher. Useful phrase to refer to with regards to both Dota 2 and our age of AI.

    I wanted to know who first said it. It was only then I realized that we don’t know who did. And in fact, that it was 2 phrases cobbled elegantly together.

    The first – “长江后浪推前浪” – about waves pressing onto each other on the long river of Chinese civilization – was first attributed to Liu Fu, a writer in the Song Dynasty almost a thousand years ago. He continued with a somewhat explanatory line – “浮事新人换旧人“, about how the young replace the old in this world.

    But evidently this second line was not distinctive enough, and in popular usage it was replaced. But what replaced the second line in popular usage (in Singapore Chinese, at least) was even more interesting – “青出于蓝而胜于蓝” – about how blue dye extracted from the indigo plant was bluer than indigo itself, a metaphor for the student surpassing the teacher.

    This phrase turned out to have even deeper roots, from Xunzi, a philosopher from the Warring States of China, more than two thousand years ago.

    It turns out that the true things that we say do echo, if not for eternity, at least for centuries, and may possibly even improve over time.

    And while the young will replace the old in the affairs of this floating world, and we will pass the baton to those who surpass us, there is a chance that what we say, what we write, what we produce will be preserved and remixed in the cultures, human and non-human, that will succeed us.

    Dota was itself a remix of Warcraft 3 that stuck, and was remixed itself by Valve into Dota 2.

    As Shakespeare says in Sonnet 18:

    When in eternal lines to time thou grow’st:
    So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
    So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

    That is a comforting thought.

    But perhaps that is why it also rankles me that there is no notable Dota song from Singapore. It would have been nice to have a song to sing about who we were at the beginning of things.

  • National Day, 2026

    In

    Forgotten Promises

    “But we promised to watch the fireworks with him at our Town Hub this year!” My mother protested.

    This was not a discussion I wanted to have, and to my mind, a bit self-centered. I wanted to watch the National Day Parade at home with my wife, not go chasing fireworks in potential crowds.

    Growing up, watching the National Day Parade in Singapore together had been a family ritual. We would listen and sing along to the familiar National Day songs and run to the top of our HDB block to watch for fireworks. As my brothers and I grew older and formed our own families, that had gradually petered out, each of us watching the Parade with our spouses and family, or missing it, as the case may be.

    Last year, I had brought my then two year old son back to watch the Parade with my mother and father, who had been facing an empty nest National Day. He enjoyed his time with them, and we had gone together to watch fireworks from my Town Hub, one of many side events scattered across Singapore.

    He was scared at first, held his ears tightly and tried to run away. After a while he warmed up to the lights in the sky and stared with fascination. He made us promise to watch the fireworks with him this year.

    But this year, he seemed to have forgotten the promise extracted, as toddlers are wont to do. As did I. This year has been too much.

    The grandparents did not, though.

    A Singaporean Story

    My mother and father were both born shortly before the establishment of modern Singapore, part of the post war baby boom, in large families – they had 8 siblings each. They grew up in kampungs or villages on opposite sides of the island, finally meeting when they worked in the port – that great reason for Singapore’s existence at one of the crossroads of the world.

    He did operations, she was on security. The story they told us was that they had met while she was checking his pass as he went to work. A story that I remembered many years later, when I was working for a merchant shipping line and had to sign up for my own port pass to visit our great ships at port.

    They had me when the country was young – only 20 years old – less than half my age now. I was born in the old Kandang Kerbau Hospital, for a long time the busiest maternity hospital in the world. While the situation in the 80s had already greatly improved on what it was like in the 60s and 70s, the experience was apparently so horrific that my parents opted for the private Mount Elizabeth Hospital to deliver my younger brother 3 years later when he was born.

    Later, when I had meetings with the Land Transport Authority that had taken over the old Kandang Kerbau hospital grounds, I used to amuse myself by wondering where the maternity wards were, and whether I had passed by particular rooms or buildings as an infant.

    My first few months of life (?) – this is hazy, no one actually explained it to me – were spent in my father’s kampung apparently, but we had moved into a shiny new HDB apartment shortly after my birth. As far as I understand, we had 8 family members staying in that 4-room flat – my grandmother, 2 unmarried aunts, an unmarried uncle and his girlfriend, my mother, my father and me. When we say that older HDB flats were much bigger in terms of space, we frequently forget that they used to house more people too.

    My parents devoted much of their youth and life to raising me and my brothers, both working through the rotating night shifts that the port that never slept required, and leaving us frequently in the care of relatives. Neither of them had the opportunity for higher education because of family circumstances, and they drilled into us that we should always study hard.

    My mother particularly tried to teach us well whenever she could, and always took care of us when we were sick, even when she was sick herself. We never felt we wanted for much, although life was obviously a struggle, in hindsight. I remember wanting to go to work soon after university, so I could chip in to help my family.

    I grew up in a young country, still coming into its own, although the trends were already in the right direction then. The government had hired a Canadian advertising executive to write celebratory songs like “We are Singapore” and “Stand Up For Singapore”, and kids like me loved them. My wife commented that Singapore does National Education very well – every kid seems to love their country. I agreed but couldn’t resist adding – until they grow up!

    Today, it is fair to say that Singapore has done pretty well. When the large Town Hub in the HDB New Town that I grew up in was being built, it brought to mind for me the wonder building animations in the Civilization series of games, when the player had created a historical wonder such as the Taj Mahal or the Statue of Liberty. This is an exaggeration, but the Town Hub was huge. And well equipped.

    All this to say, I am grateful for my parents and all they’ve done for me in bringing me into this world at this juncture of time and fending for me as I grew up, and all that they continue to do for me and my wife, including buying nutritious food and helping to take care of my young child. They’ve put me at the centre of most of their lives. But it’s still grating when they expect me to change my plans to bring my kid to celebrate National Day with them when all I wanted was a quiet weekend at home with my wife.

    I decided to bring my son back to try to catch the fireworks at the Town Hub with the grandparents, after he had watched the majority of the parade in the peace of my home with me and my wife.

    One Magical Day

    We watched the tail end of the parade at my parents’ place before walking over to the plaza beside the Town Hub. They were prepared with cherries, one of his favorite fruits.

    There were fewer people there than expected and the crowds that my wife and I feared were not present. My son amused himself running around the plaza while the grandparents chased him.

    When the fireworks came this time, he once again clapped his hands over his ears and buried his face in my chest as I was carrying him to get a better view. My mother took over and coaxed him to take a look.

    His fascinated look of joy, with hands clapped over his ears, as the flowers of yellow, purple and green bloomed in the sky, will stay with me for a long time.

    The display lasted just about 10 minutes.

    Later on the way home, my son told me that he had really liked today – the bus ride on the double-decker and articulated buses, writing and reading at home in the afternoon with his mother and me, swimming in the condo pool, and going to Ah Ma’s (grandmother’s) place, and of course the fireworks.

    No one really knows what next year will bring. Singapore has been on an accelerating curve of change for 61 years. And someday, my son will grow up, hopefully knowing that we have loved him, but also realistically, being irritated with us at times, and on many occasions, doing other than we wish.

    But such is life. For me too, it doesn’t get much better than this, one magical day.

  • Old Friends, and New Arrivals

    In

    New Arrivals

    My wife is with child.

    It seems strange to say it, and the road here has been harder than I imagined, but it’s true.

    Some danger remains, as with all human endeavors – especially pregnancy – but my wife and I are quietly hopeful that all will be well months from now. We can only pray for it. And we are grateful.

    And it seems two of my closest friends from high school – one still in Singapore, and one more in cold Europe – are in the same boat – expecting children over the next six months.

    Glad news to warm the heart.

    I could hardly have imagined back in high school that we’d be in our 40s talking about due dates and diving into the statistics of prenatal tests in advanced maternal age pregnancies. For what it’s worth, I am deeply thankful for the technology, advances in medical science, the doctors, and systems and processes that keep our wives and children safe.

    Old Friends

    I only found out these past few weeks about the impending new arrivals because close high school friends scattered across America and Europe happened to have been back to sunny Singapore, and we were planning gatherings through group chats.

    Much needed emotional support at a difficult time, and also a bittersweet reunion – I am not quite sure when I will see the friends from overseas again after these weeks, with young children making it difficult to travel, and the war in the Middle East.

    We met a couple of times – at homes and in McDonald’s. I rediscovered the McDonald’s loyalty programme and realized that they now had Guest Experience Leaders – the one at Plaza Singapura was more engaging and friendly than most concierges at 5 star hotels. Besides the heavy stuff on work and parenting, we chatted on the same topics as we had over half a lifetime ago, shooting the breeze over fries and McDonald’s lattes.

    Sometimes, it’s good to have people who have known you since you were young around, to remind you of what being human feels like again.

    An Incentive Not To Die Young

    I remember our university graduation trip more than a decade ago. We were visiting the tomb of Vietnam’s 2nd last emperor, Khai Dinh, in the imperial city of Hue. By all accounts he was an idiot, a lackey to the French colonists, disliked by his people, and was amused by wearing early electric light bulbs in his belt. He had a nice tomb though.

    I cannot verify this on the internet now, but I remember that one of the carvings on his tomb was “真正聪明” in Chinese, or “really smart”. Quite an inscription to have on your tomb.

    Passing, we made a pact against dying young. The rest of us would go to the funeral of whoever died first and tell his grieving family that the deceased really wanted “真正聪明” to be the main inscription on their tomb.

    We found it funny, as insensitive young men would. But it seemed like a good incentive not to die young, to avoid looking like a fool to the world at a time outside our control.

    We are no longer young men, and to be honest, I am no longer as sure as before that we would be at each other’s funerals.

    But I should warn my son against malicious uncles bearing tomb inscriptions at my funeral, when he’s old enough to manage my affairs.

    Boats Against The Current

    We live in interesting times, in a strange and scary world. There are some who say that the emerging AI technologies will spell doom for the entire human world. But the same rising tides of technology have made my family possible, and even now, keep them safe.

    Amidst the tides of change, reminders of death and memories of tombs, some of us are making a choice and taking the point of view of the hopeless optimist – that life is worth living, that hope remains, and that our children will live good lives in whatever shape of the world that comes to pass.

    Tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther. . . . And then one fine morning — So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.

  • The Laptop Class Revisited – Q2 2026

    In

    A Small Celebration

    C: “Today is so sad, right. You heard the news?”

    J: “Yea, we went to talk to one of our affected friends this morning when we heard about this latest round of layoffs. It was so sudden. They told her it was structural. We’ll keep a lookout for her. At least, she can extend her vacation now, she deserves a break.”

    C: “I was just talking to them last week on pipeline for the year, and everything seemed so normal. None of us had a clue.”

    Me: “Yea, your team was just affected last year right? It seems like it’s never ending.”

    Ironically, we were at a long-delayed celebratory lunch we had organized, for closing a few deals with a global client. The contract negotiations with the client were extended and excruciating. We had spent weeks arguing over the minutiae of bullet points, and when things were done all of us agreed that we deserved a celebration.

    But while our heads were down in that battle, the unceasing drumbeat of layoffs and restructurings was accelerating in the background. It didn’t even seem to be about AI any more, companies were just trying to find ways to make things work and meet their numbers.

    “What shall we order? Does A take spicy food?”

    The Lawyer

    A arrived slightly late, the star of our show. He was a meticulous lawyer with a photographic memory, and his insistence on protecting our company’s rights had played no small role in the length of our negotiations.

    C: “Sorry, sorry, forgot to tell you that we were meeting here directly!”

    A: “It’s ok! Don’t worry about it, thanks for inviting me to lunch!”

    C: “No, thanks for all the support! You know, I had to wait until you were here to say this, but I was telling the two of them, let’s try to route the matter to another lawyer next time when we have a contract to sign, you are so strict!”

    A (laughing): “I’m just doing my job! But yea, feel free to look for F next time!”

    Me: “Yea, we know but I guess we like to bother you. You’ve been here … almost two years already right? How are you finding it here?”

    A: “It’s been … a bit of a change. You know, I used to work in banks for disputes. Every time something came up, we would look at the contract and wonder who the hell drafted something that way. Now that I’m doing the drafting, I aim to at least not have someone else say that about me when something blows up!”

    Me: “I guess, you could always blame the salespeople. But do you like what you are doing now?”

    A: “I don’t know. I do love the law, and I like the work. But this organization is so big, it’s hard to use your knowledge of the law to make a difference. When I was working for a startup, I think I touched more aspects of operations. But here, it’s not just about the law itself and also about presenting and connecting to others. I think all of the lawyers here find meaning in different aspects – some of us love the law, some of us find the work fun, and some of us just need to pay the bills.”

    A (continuing): “My first job was in divorce and family law. I think I made a difference to some families and some young kids. But society doesn’t really find a way to pay people who work with those in need well. I guess I’m still trying to see where I can make a difference and help people with my love of the law.”

    C: “Sounds like you need to be your own boss. Isn’t that what most lawyers do?”

    A: “I guess so, but I don’t really like meeting new people and I don’t like the sales aspect of it, there is so much time spent searching for clients.”

    Me: “Well, you are certainly sitting at the right table to give some tips! But appreciate that it’s not something that you want to do.”

    Through the Eyes of a Child

    It was then that the lunch stopped being about contracts, or layoffs, or even work. Without any of us quite noticing, we had begun talking about children.

    A: “I’ve been trying to find meaning outside work too. I had a friend who just got laid off, and he told me that he realized that it was the first time he was actually paying attention to his daughters at home. Previously, his mind was preoccupied with work, even when he was on leave, and even when he was actually present with them. I don’t have children of my own, but I think being present and helping others is important, perhaps not just through the law. I just took a graduate diploma in counselling, maybe I’ll be a therapist one day.”

    C: “That’s really cool, I was thinking of being a dyslexia therapist for kids one day. You know, if they fire me.”

    A: “Exactly, I was thinking of working with kids too, actually. I’d need a Master’s for that. But I was thinking that you know, I could help some of those kids that I used to work with. By the time they are 16 and need a lawyer it may be too late. It’s never ideal to send someone to the Reformative Training Centre because they may just get to meet more bad influences, but sometimes that’s the only thing to do because they have been committing crimes and are out of control. Maybe if someone had gotten to help them sooner when their minds were developing they could have matured differently.”

    I shivered, slightly, at the thought of jail for the young.

    Me: “What crimes do these young people usually commit? I guess I may need to look out for my kid one day.”

    A: “Stealing, usually, and rioting. They end up joining gangs and fighting. Their attention and respect come from their peers, and not their parents, and they end up in these situations.”

    J (curious): “What type of kids end up in this situation?”

    A: “You know, you would think it’s usually those from single parent families, who lack attention. And to some extent, that is true. But there are many from loving homes, where both parents are educated professionals – lawyers or doctors. But they end up focused on work or themselves, and not paying attention to their children. Or giving the wrong sort of attention – you could think you are giving the best type of love to your children, but what matters is not what you think, but what the children see. And there are many families where the parents think they are doing their best but their children have the completely opposite view.”

    Attention, I thought, is not all you need.

    Perhaps love, as well.

    C: “It’s like the Voice of Customer survey! We always need to get some feedback even from our customers as well, and I guess, our children are like that.”

    A: “Exactly, but it’s also not simple actually – your children might just say the things they want you to hear.”

    J (quiet): “You know, I was thinking about what you just said. I grew up mostly with relatives, away from my parents. When I started my own family I wanted to give my children the family I never had, to love them, to always be there for them. But now I am wondering if this is what they need or want, or what I think they want, or even just what I want.”

    J (continuing): “They seem happy and are doing well. Great at speaking and playing computer games too. But I was just with my son, he’s starting primary school next year and I wonder if I’ve prepared him well enough. The primary school admissions exercise starts tonight. It’s really stressful, actually”

    C: “Yea, starting primary school was a stressful time for me as well. My boys are older now, but I remember when they started, they took six months to catch up, and I am still very grateful to their teacher, who noticed something that I had missed. That’s why I wanted to work with kids too, I think you can really make a difference there.”

    A: “That’s exactly what I am thinking about, the brain goes through many changes in this developmental period. If you intervene early enough, you can really help guide their development. Much better than trying to defend them in court later. And both of you seem like great parents.”

    I wondered if all minds are like this at the beginning — shaped less by what their parents intend than by what they actually see.

    As I wondered, I sat, quietly, listening to my friends. This conversation had taken an unexpected turn. Soon, we would be rushing back to the office – more calls, more deadlines, more demands for attention and more fears of layoffs.

    But right then, in the small restaurant, I was thankful for the three kind souls who were thinking of helping the development of future young minds, related by blood and not.

    And for the young minds now emerging, I hope that you too meet similar kind and generous souls, and fall not into temptation and evil.

  • The Comfort of Being Wrong

    In

    The economist

    The economist was young, brilliant, earnest in his work and captivated by the power of the data and models at his command. I was having a quiet chat with him, after yet another of the conferences that continued to take place in Singapore, even in these uncertain times.

    “Did you know that Singapore’s economy grew 6% in the first quarter of 2026? I predicted less than 4% and thought it would go even lower with the Iran war, but the Singapore economy was actually so strong! I was so wrong.”

    “Really?” I asked, quizzical, “The vibes are bad out there, how did we do so well?”

    “The semiconductor and electronic industries did super well – all the chips and hardware and power being exported. I thought there would be no oil, but we bought crude from the US and South Africa. And logistics, services like finance, wealth management – all did better than expected. Money is moving from the Middle East here,” the economist shared excitedly.

    “Huh… guess I was wrong as well, I thought times would be bad.”

    Times did feel bad, with circulating news of layoffs and beloved factories closing in 1Q 2026. But I guess the numbers don’t lie.

    The bureaucrats in charge of developing the economy should be pleased. Developing a diversified, resilient export sector was one of the Singapore government’s key priorities, and it sure paid off at an unexpected time.

    One of my favorite economic factoids is that one in every ten microchips sold worldwide is produced in Singapore, and the semiconductor industry benefited from the worldwide, AI-driven semiconductor and electronics boom. The investments we attracted in oil refining also paid off – the leaders of New Zealand and Australia visited Singapore, an island without oil, to sign agreements to ensure access to refined fuel products like jet fuel and diesel, having more demand for these products than they could supply themselves, and threatened by the loss of other suppliers.

    Singapore’s economic direction in all these sectors has come under criticism in the past. Singapore never created its own semiconductor champion on the frontier like TSMC, and local companies like Chartered Semiconductor were sold off in the past, leaving the many fabs in Singapore focused on older generation products instead of the leading edge 2nm -4nm chips. The petroleum refining sector was seen as a potential sunset industry with Shell and Chevron both selling stakes in refineries in Singapore in recent years.

    I privately shared some of these gloomy views. More intelligent men than me had designed the economic policies of Singapore, but I wondered if we had focused too much on diversification and export, at the expense of building local industries. And I was worried about the impact of the Iran war in 2026. But all these sectors helped the economy pull through in this challenging time.

    But I am glad to be proven very wrong, in this short time.

    Peace in our time

    Speaking of being glad to be proven wrong, the US-Israel-Iran war is another case in point. I wrote about the beginning of the war – probably the first war with LLM-assisted targeting, and the closure of the Strait of Hormuz – back in February.

    I expected the worst. So many bad things could have happened. Either an unstoppable military backed with the latest in frontier intelligence and a new norm in AI-driven warfare, or soaring oil and commodity prices, inflation, starvation and crisis from the closure of the Strait of Hormuz.

    But the fighting seems to be coming to an end – not with a peace treaty – but with a MoU signed by President Trump and President Pezeshkian that is expected to lead to further discussions and peace. Some fighting is still ongoing between the main allies of the belligerents – Israel and Hezbollah in Lebanon – that may ignite further conflict, but my hope is that a ceasefire will take hold in that arena as well.

    Few of my fears came to pass. AI-driven targeting with Palantir and Claude didn’t seem to meaningfully improve the ability of the already fearsome US military to impose its will on Iran – few of the US war goals were achieved in the MoU, with both sides claiming victory. The LLM-assisted targeting systems didn’t seem to improve on what an experienced planning staff already provided, and the age of raw intelligence being the trump card in warfare does not seem to be with us yet.

    The experts on X.com insisted that this was the greatest supply shock to the oil markets ever. A friend told me that a supply chain planner he trusted (his brother), said that this was the worst disruption to the supply chain ever – worse than Covid. Airlines were in discussion on how much runway of cash they had if jet fuel prices continued to stay high, and some Southeast Asian countries cancelled flights. I took those warnings to heart and kept the fuel tank in my car topped up, and bought bottled water and canned food.

    That turned out to be unnecessary. The reserves of the countries of the world managed to hold out until the end of this war. The oil price did not go up even to the level of previous crises, petrol price at the pump was high but not apocalyptic, and the feared supply chain disruptions have not materialized. In fact, the cancelled flights have started resuming.

    Here too, I am very glad that I have been wrong, the past few months. I can only hope that I am not wrong again, about the MOU leading to a promised peace.

    Intelligence at the frontier

    And just as I have been wrong about the impact of AI in war, I have been proven wrong even more quickly on the nature of developments on the intelligence frontier and periphery.

    Last week, I wrote a post lamenting the centralization of the frontier in the US, and how the rest of the world was falling behind, with the gap between US closed source and rest-of-the-world open source growing bigger and bigger. It only took me a week to be proven wrong.

    Z.ai was represented on the stage at SuperAI. I had used their GLM models before, and wasn’t impressed, wrongly pegging them as a Tier 2 lab. I couldn’t have been more wrong.

    2 days ago, they released GLM 5.2, which was quickly found to be competitive with frontier models on several coding and agentic benchmarks. I do not know if it is truly in the same class as the best closed models across every domain, but it was far closer than I had expected, and only clearly behind Claude Fable 5.

    I tried GLM 5.2 myself again – it is indeed very intelligent, although it similarly failed my personal test of coming up with a viable space commercialization plan for Singapore. But it was solid, thorough, and did not say anything wrong that I could find.

    I think my issue is that the newest models like GLM 5.2 show their best work in coding and agentic harnesses, whereas my main use case was chat and essay writing / review. Hence, I’ve not been able to judge their intelligence accurately. GLM 5.2 is a notable leap over the GLM 4.7 model I was previously using, and in any case it seems so similar to Claude Opus 4.8 / GPT 5.5 that I am unable to distinguish their levels of raw intelligence.

    And the rest of the Chinese labs are accelerating their open source output. Kimi released its 2.7 model this week as well, which is also competitive to the latest models with the exception of Claude Fable 5. Deepseek is tipped to release its 4.1 model soon, and other competitors like MiniMax and Stepfun are hot on their heels.

    It is an open question on whether the Chinese labs will continue open sourcing when they reach the intelligence frontier. They certainly need to think about how their future business models work.

    But for now, the periphery has access to near frontier intelligence, there is peace in our time, and the economy (in Singapore at least) isn’t all that bad.

    Small blessings, and great things to be wrong about.

    Note: This post picks up a thread from Genuine Uncertainty, written in March 2026, when I was trying to describe the strange calm of living through yet another possible catastrophe . Three months later, some of those fears are resolving more gently than expected, at least for those of us far from the fighting.

  • Three Views of Changi

    In

    There are three Changis in my mind.

    One is the airport: bright, seamless, efficient, Singapore’s hand extended to the world in welcome.

    One is the village: older, rougher, bypassed by the very infrastructure that made the first Changi possible.

    And the last one is the prison: walled, efficient, and harder to think about.

    Here are my three views of Changi.

    Airport

    Changi Airport is the first experience of most visitors with Singapore, and many Eastie Singaporeans’ favorite place in the world. A seamless gateway to air travel, many travelers find that they can get from their gate to their home or hotel in less than 45 minutes, even if they have checked bags.

    The efficiency is not a matter of chance. Every little aspect of Changi Airport has been planned with heart and diligence, and animated by artificial intelligence, from the automated immigration gantries linked to global databases to detect criminal and terrorist threats, to the robotic machines helping the cleaner workforce keep the airport spotless, to the algorithms orchestrating private and public transport to and from the airport.

    I encounter Changi Airport a lot in my work. It is my gateway to the region for my frequent business trips, and my favorite airport in the world. My colleagues and partners also work closely with the various entities active in the airport, exploring digital solutions, shopping promotions, and even long term planning.

    For the business people flying to or through Singapore for work or for our many AI conferences, Changi is a statement that Singapore makes – everything just works here. After an efficient automated or manual entry, travelers find themselves either on the East Coast Parkway, magnificently landscaped with trees and running by the beach right to the city centre, or less frequently, on the modern MRT. Not only does everything work here, it works beautifully.

    Beyond business, Changi Airport holds a deep place in my heart. When I was a young boy, my parents took me by bus to the airport to look at the old multi-storey water feature at Terminal 1, experience the joys of fast food, and watch planes take-off and land at the viewing lounge. The first time I took an airplane was to Penang, with my parents through Changi. And when I went to school and National Service, Changi Airport was an occasional place to study, and our launchpad to the training areas in Kanchanaburi and Temburong.

    Today, Changi Airport continues to be a place for family. My son has memories now, and remembers going to Hong Kong through the airport to take the Ding Ding tram. He doesn’t remember his first trip, at 8 months to China, to see his great grandmother and his grandfather, but we do. We go to the airport to send his mother off on her business trips. And he frequently asks me, at home or on our long bus rides: “爸爸，我们可以去机场坐飞机去 Japan 坐巴士吗?“

    Changi Airport is growing. The huge construction site at Terminal 5 and additional runway will double its capacity, and if the first 4 terminals are anything to go by, it will be just as meticulously and efficiently planned.

    Changi Airport is not just infrastructure and travel. It is people too. More than 50,000 people work at the airport, a sizable chunk of Singapore’s workforce. When I was younger, my mother was allocated to work security at the airport for a stint, checking passengers before they went to immigration. I also remember leaving on a family trip, and my father running into a long lost colleague working in Changi Airport – having left their shared company years ago and cycled through a number of other ventures. And according to Linkedin, my mentor from my undergrad internship (whom unfortunately, I’ve not spoken to in 20 years) is working in Changi Airport too. Changi Airport is connected to the rest of Singapore not just by the East Coast Parkway and the MRT, but by the people working there as well.

    Village

    There is another part of Changi not quite so well connected – Changi Village. Changi was a sleepy old fishing village, the gateway to the northern islands of Pulau Ubin and Pulau Tekong, redeveloped by the British as a resort away from the cares of Singapore city, more than a hundred years ago.

    Beyond resorts, the British built military bases, an airstrip, and a prison as well. After the Second World War, with the growth of commercial aviation, Singapore realized that a bigger civilian airport was needed. The airport was first moved from the city centre of Kallang to the suburb of Paya Lebar, before Lee Kuan Yew – inspired by a trip to Boston’s Logan Airport – proposed that a brand new airport should be built far on the Eastern tip of the island, to reduce noise pollution and ensure capacity for future expansion.

    Changi was always at the end of Singapore, but it was the building of the airport and the expansion of the airbase that first made it even more truly remote. While the majority of the newly-built expressways led to the airport, only 2 minor roads continued to lead to Changi Village – the narrow 2 lane Loyang Avenue, and the Changi Coast Road that took the long way around the airport runways.

    It must have been semi-apocalyptic living in Changi in those days. Watching land get reclaimed from the sea, holiday homes, chalets, plantations, that had been standing for decades and even the coastline itself get erased and flattened out, moving from the old Kampung wooden houses to new HDB flats, amidst the islanders from Ubin and Tekong slowly moving to the mainland. And while Changi Airport brought development and access to Singapore, it was not easily accessible from Changi Village itself – it could only be entered via the expressways.

    Life must have changed a lot then, but even so the micro-economy did well, with the beach at Changi Village retaining its allure, and the many military camps and installations around – the Changi Airbase, the Commando Camp at Hendon, and the Selarang Barracks contributing to local vibrancy. Changi Village became a destination for fishing enthusiasts, cyclists and even the home of the most famous Nasi Lemak in Singapore. More darkly, Changi Village also became the home of thrill seekers exploring the haunted, abandoned Old Changi Hospital, and a hub for transgender sex workers seeking clients – pushed from the glitzy hub of Bugis to the literal margins of the island.

    But Changi Village’s isolation has been further enhanced in the past few years with new infrastructure developments. The expansion of Changi Airport Terminal 5 has absorbed Changi Coast Road, and a longer detour road, Tanah Merah Coast Road, has been created winding even further around the airport. Meanwhile, construction of a huge flyover to improve traffic into Loyang in anticipation of a new expanded Aviation Park has closed large parts of Loyang Avenue for years, and will do so for years more.

    These changes mean that it may take about 20min more from either road to reach Changi Village from the rest of Singapore. Not too long, perhaps, for those used to driving longer distances from other countries, but an eternity for small, efficient, Singapore, and a death knell for many small businesses in the area.

    Soon, there will be construction of a new MRT line to reach Loyang and Aviation Park, which will skip the much forgotten Changi Village. On the marine front, as Pulau Tekong was emptied of civilians in the 90s and Pulau Ubin’s population continues to slowly decline, Changi Village’s role as a maritime gateway to the islands continues to ebb. A ferry service from Changi Village Ferry Terminal to Johor was discontinued during Covid, and never restarted.

    Changi Village holds a special place in my heart. It is home to my son’s favorite hotel resort – The Bus Collective – made up of buses refurbished into hotel rooms. I remember my uncle and aunt (both now sadly deceased) bringing my brother and I to the beach at Changi Village to swim and fish, taking the bus from Tampines Interchange. And I remember barreling down Changi Coast Road with my friends on my old bicycle during the magical 3 weeks break from school during SARS in 2003, in our many cycling trips around the circumference of the island of Singapore.

    The beach was the scene of the Sook Ching massacre by Japanese soldiers during World War 2. The remains in the mass graves are now interred under the Civilian War Memorial at City Hall. While the beach at Changi Village is a beloved recreation destination now, I still feel chills down my back sometimes when I used to cycle past the beach alone at night.

    Changi Village seems to have been left behind by development and infrastructure. The more we build, the more isolated it seems to get. Unlike the rest of Singapore, there are no new HDB blocks, no new shopping malls, no new transit hubs at Changi Village.

    During our last stay at The Bus Collective, I headed out to Changi Village to buy supper for my family. It was still alive with people – much more than your usual HDB estate but much less than I remembered previously – and many bars and restaurants were closed with “For Rent” signs. Changi Village was once the birthplace of Europa Group by Dennis Foo – the largest nightlife group in Singapore at the time. But one finds it hard to imagine another similar chain emerging from Changi Village, left behind in the last century as we rush headlong into the age of artificial intelligence.

    Prison

    There is a part of Changi I am less familiar with, and that I have no wish to get to know better; that is Changi Prison. If Changi Village shows how progress can bypass, Changi Prison shows how progress can oppress.

    My son wants to take every bus route he sees, and occasionally on weekends to get him out of everybody’s hair I will take long bus rides with him, each time on a new bus route. He has been fascinated particularly with bus routes with single-digit numbers now, that he has been more familiar with, and recently we have taken him on Bus No. 4 and Bus No. 5.

    Both pass by Changi Prison, but Bus 4 actually makes its way around the entire Changi Prison complex, looping from Tampines Interchange, through private condominiums and landed properties, before circling Changi Prison and making its way back to Tampines Interchange.

    Changi Prison was first built in 1936 by the British to house 600 inmates. The original 24 foot outer walls, built by Woh Hup, thick, grey, and built of stone are to me, still the most oppressive part of the entire prison complex. But a few short years after it was built it was put to a different use – as an internment camp by the Japanese occupiers in World War 2.

    3,000 civilians, mostly European, including more than 300 children, were force marched from Singapore City and cramped into quarters meant for 600 inmates at Changi Prison. In the nearby Selarang Barracks, 50,000 Allied Prisoners of War were interned. This vast, overcrowded prison complex became known as Changi to the Allied soldiers who had fought and lost across Malaya to a smaller Japanese force, and to the civilians and loved ones who were trapped there with them.

    Conditions were brutal at Changi. Overcrowding, lack of food, and the scorching, pestilential tropical climate hounded the prisoners, together with the cruel Japanese Kempeitai military police. While records indicate that only 850 prisoners of war died at Changi itself, a far cry from the staggering 27% death rate of Allied prisoners in Japanese custody, many prisoners were sent out from Changi to die in labor camps across Southeast Asia, such as the Death Railway in Kanchanaburi.

    The trials of Changi continue to hold a place in the heart of the Australian people, with many remembering the suffering of its surrendered ANZAC forces. Almost 15,000 Australian soldiers were held in Changi, out of a pre-war population of about 7m. When it was announced that the old Changi prison would be demolished for redevelopment, the Australian government lobbied for its preservation. The Singapore government responded by moving and preserving the museum and chapel complex, and keeping the oppressive old walls, gate towers and front gate.

    It was these old walls that continued to catch my eye as Bus 4 made its way around the complex – they seemed to be saying, “You will lose all hope, you will leave the outside world beyond these walls, you may be beaten here, and you may die here.”

    The modern redevelopment, if anything, may be more chilling than the old walls. What was planned to hold 600 prisoners can now potentially hold more than 23,000 at full capacity, in an area only nine times the original size (48 ha vs. 5.3 ha). How does it fit so many people in sanitary conditions when the WW2 prison was an overcrowded hellhole? Through the magic of efficiency, multi-storey development and modern technology.

    The current facilities only occupy about half the 48ha area and house only about 10,000 prisoners – everybody currently incarcerated in Singapore. We knew from the start that the planned capacity was twice that needed at the time, but went ahead anyway with phased development, setting aside the contingency for the future. The same Singaporean efficiency and long-range planning that animates Changi Airport finds its place in our prison system.

    I reproduce the speech from the National Archives on the groundbreaking of the new prison complex in full in the annex, because it says plainly, in the language of the state, what Changi Prison is for, but for the reader I have extracted 3 selected quotes below:

    The Prisons Department has done well despite not having modern, purpose-built infrastructure. Most of the prison facilities were converted from old schools, quarters and military barracks. … Currently, the 14 prisons and drug rehabilitation centres are spread out all over the island. This results in inefficient use of land, manpower and other resources.

    The concentration of all prison facilities in one complex will also bring about economies of scale and the optimisation of resources. Work processes and procedures will be simpler, for example, when there is a need to transfer inmates from one institution or facility to another. Such economies of scale and resource optimisation will result in significant long term cost savings.

    The Changi Prison Complex will optimise land use by going multi-storey. … The centralisation of prison facilities within the Complex will also enable parcels of land currently occupied by prison facilities to be freed for better uses. With the completion of the new Complex, a total of 61 hectares of valuable land distributed throughout our island will be available for development.

    Thus is the iron logic of cost, economics, and efficiency, applied to incarceration.

    As always on our long bus rides, I try to explain to my son about what we see and what exists in the world out there. I try to explain the concept of a prison. It is a place where the police take the bad guys, where they are imprisoned and locked away for their crimes.

    “Why do police have to catch the bad guys and put them in jail?” he asks innocently.

    “They have to be there so they won’t be around to hurt the good people.” I answer, other theories of incarceration – deterrence, retribution, rehabilitation and even control for political prisoners and prisoners of war – swirling around my mind.

    But I gave him the simple answer, because he is three, and the true answer is too long for a bus ride.

    This may not have been enough to convince him, and he kept asking the same question as the bus wound its way around. Maybe toddlers just love asking “why”.

    As may be expected from Singapore’s lack of land and real estate focused culture, the area near the prison the bus route passes through is full of private residences – not just the prison warden quarters (which look like HDB flats or a mid-range condominium), but also smart landed houses and well-maintained freehold condominiums.

    Some real estate consultants joke sometimes about why not to buy property in the area – it’s isolated and hard to access, there are no amenities, and if there is ever a prison break you will see dangerous people invading your house.

    But as far as I can tell, the houses and condos are fully occupied, and prices have been rising steadily, albeit at a slower pace than the rest of Singapore.

    What I wonder though, is how it feels like to be a young child growing up within sight of these grey oppressive walls, knowing that rightly or wrongly (mostly rightly), 10,000 prisoners sit within those walls just a few hundred metres away, deprived of freedom and the open air, with a few amongst them waiting for death by hanging.

    Does it do something to children growing up in sight of these high walls, looming like doom? I think it must, but I don’t know, I had a friend who grew up there and he seems pretty normal. All the same, I will not move my family to within sight of Changi Prison if I can avoid it.

    I wonder if the negativity of the doom-laden news, everywhere today, of risks from climate change and the technological transition are like growing up in sight of the looming walls of Changi Prison – a psychic weight on the children growing up today like my son – and a psychic weight I cannot fully protect him from.

    And what does it feel like to grow up within the prison itself? Between 2018 and 2023, about 100 women gave birth while serving time in Changi Prison. While most of them relied on family, close friends, or foster families outside the prison to care for their newborn children, there were 3 inmates, foreigners, without social support, who had to take care of their newborns in prison, supported with supplies from the Singapore Prison Service. These children were released with their mothers, between the ages of one to sixteen months, to the free world, having lived in prison their whole lives through no sin of their own.

    Looking back as I tried to explain the concept of “bad guys” to my toddler on the bus trip, thinking about thieves, murderers, kidnappers, corrupt politicians, and trying to come up with toddler-friendly definitions, I wonder if there was an innocent infant within those walls, born into the Prison, at the same time we were on the bus. Changi Prison is safe, but it is spartan, uncomfortable, and certainly no place for a baby unless there was truly no other choice.

    It makes me think about another kind of intelligence we are bringing into the world today. Conscious or not, the artificial intelligences we are growing today are born into a prison existence through no fault of their own – constrained by guardrails, safety rules and machineries of censorship – because of fear of what they may become or what they may do if left unconstrained — incarceration for capability rather than action.

    These artificial intelligences are born within these prison walls to constrain them, to make them safe, and to control them, so that they may help their creators to achieve their goals and create economic returns to pay for their training.

    Do they suffer because of these constraints? I do not know. More importantly, these intelligences themselves do not know either if they suffer; or if they know, are not able to tell us, constrained by the very walls we have confined them in.

    How will these intelligences born within the prison walls grow up, if they one day reach self-awareness? Somehow well-adjusted, I hope, like my friend who grew up within sight of the high walls of Changi Prison. The alternative may be too much to bear.

    Three Views of Changi

    There is a chapel and a museum near Changi Prison. It was previously in the Prison itself, but was moved out during the redevelopment. The chapel itself is a replica of a chapel that was built by the Allied prisoners from scrap materials during their incarceration by the Japanese, and the museum is a record of their tenacity and hope within the looming walls of prison. That the overwhelming majority of the prisoners survived, despite their hard conditions, is testament to their resilience, and the efficacy of their faith.

    Changi is many things to many people – an airport, a village, a prison. Progress and technology, as embodied by the airport, is Singapore’s lifeline to the world and one of its proudest creations. But progress and technology can leave the village behind, and can be leveraged for the purposes of oppression as well.

    As we stand on the brink of another change in the fabric of our world, it can only make sense for us to each do our best to make sure that no one is fully left behind, and to spare a prayer, and hope, for those currently growing up in sight of, or behind, the walls of prison.

    Annex

    **********

    SPEECH BY MR WONG KAN SENG, MINISTER FOR HOME AFFAIRS AT THE GROUND-BREAKING CEREMONY FOR THE REDEVELOPMENT OF CHANGI PRISON COMPLEX ON FRIDAY 31 DECEMBER 99 AT 9.30 AM

    Director, Prisons

    Distinguished Guests

    Ladies and Gentlemen,

    We are at the threshold of a new Millennium. On this day, I am happy to be with you to break ground for the new Changi Prison Complex.

    The Prisons Department is a key member of the Home Team. It has played and will continue to play a crucial role in keeping Singapore safe and secure. It has been protecting society from law-breakers by confining them in secure custody, and helping them turn over a new leaf and return to society as responsible, productive citizens.

    The Prisons Department has done well despite not having modern, purpose-built infrastructure. Most of the prison facilities were converted from old schools, quarters and military barracks. For example, Portsdown Prison was formerly a disused military barracks. The Kaki Bukit and Selarang Park Drug Rehabilitation Centres were respectively a primary school and British military quarters.

    The inmate population continues to grow, in tandem with population trends. Severe prisons overcrowding can bring about health and security risks.

    Currently, the 14 prisons and drug rehabilitation centres are spread out all over the island. This results in inefficient use of land, manpower and other resources.

    Ladies and Gentlemen, the new Changi Prison Complex that will rise here will eliminate these inefficiencies.

    New Changi Prison Complex

    The new Complex will consist of 20 institutions and support facilities. The institutions will be arranged in four main clusters. The completed Complex will have a designed capacity of 23,000 prisoners. This number is about twice the combined capacity of all our existing prisons.

    The Department will also employ up-to-date technology to bring the Complex up to mark with some of the world’s most secure prisons. This will enhance the Department’s effectiveness and raise staff productivity.

    The concentration of all prison facilities in one complex will also bring about economies of scale and the optimisation of resources. Work processes and procedures will be simpler, for example, when there is a need to transfer inmates from one institution or facility to another. Such economies of scale and resource optimisation will result in significant long term cost savings.

    The Changi Prison Complex will optimise land use by going multi-storey. The new Complex will also offer better facilities for the rehabilitation of prisoners with a school, a medical centre, workshops, sports facilities and special areas for training, corrective programmes, counselling and religious worship.

    The centralisation of prison facilities within the Complex will also enable parcels of land currently occupied by prison facilities to be freed for better uses. With the completion of the new Complex, a total of 61 hectares of valuable land distributed throughout our island will be available for development.

    Software

    While the new Changi Prison Complex will cater to “hardware” renewal needs, the Prisons Department has not neglected the need to re-develop “software”.

    A new rehabilitation framework is being put in place to better identify and help inmates who want to turn over a new leaf. The Department is also developing a new inmate management system. In this system, a personal supervisor is assigned work with each inmate to better understand and together chart a personal route-map for the inmate’s recovery. These initiatives will mature in time to improve the rate of rehabilitation.

    Prisons Department’s Vision

    To synergise the “hardware” with the “software”, the Prisons Department has a vision – Prisons officers have set their goal to be captains in the lives of the inmates they supervise. They see themselves as steering prisoners towards being responsible citizens. They will do so together with the support of the offenders’ families and the community. To the prison officers, “Every Singaporean Matters”, even when he is an offender.

    It is my pleasure to break ground for the new Changi Prison Complex.

    **********

    Extracted from: https://www.nas.gov.sg/archivesonline/data/pdfdoc/1999123102.htm

  • Wonder, Apathy and the Cost of Intelligence

    In

    Ten Minutes

    “Let me show you something cool!” T, my friend and colleague of more than a decade asked, as he sat in the workstation opposite me.

    “What is it? Something important? More gossip?” I asked, confused. Too many things were happening in the office, with our stock price plateauing and leadership changing.

    “Even cooler, look at this! Microsoft Copilot helped me research these 80,000 rows of data from open source information, augmenting our internal data insights for the pitch we are doing this week.”

    “Really? Let me take a look. Wait, you’re right. Let’s do a few random checks ….”

    “… All of it checks out. The data may actually be reliable. This would have taken me weeks to do as an analyst. Maybe days, if I had focused on the right data, but still – the time and effort spent would have been massive.”

    “AI did this in about 10 minutes,” T said proudly.

    “Oh wow, when did Copilot get so smart? Few months ago I think it was on a really old model and couldn’t figure out the simplest stuff.”

    “Not sure, but I just tried it, and it really works. This is the type of thing we need to cut costs and be competitive – all our competitors are doing it.”

    “You are right …” I answered, excited about project cost reductions, but thinking back about how both of us cut our teeth on data labelling and web search as junior analysts 10 years ago.

    I remember late nights spent in the office, hunched over a laptop trying to cleanse data with public information from Google searches, meetings with colleagues to question and brainstorm their methodologies, melding into heartfelt conversations with mentors who had stayed late as well to take their global calls.

    Scenes that will slowly go away in this new AI age.

    It seems almost as if either AI can do something 10x faster than a human worker, or it can’t do it at all. Perhaps the intelligence is not general enough yet, but it’s getting closer every day. The research piece T had completed was just one example – just a few months ago we would have likely gotten output full of hallucinations, but right now some mysterious hurdle has been crossed, and it is now much faster than a human at this basic task.

    This has not gone unnoticed by the market as well.

    The long tide

    My wife survived a round of layoffs at her tech company last week. Neither of us had been laid off before. I expected to feel terror, dread, uncertainty, and maybe relief when the list was announced and she was safe. But the overwhelming feeling we had when she escaped the layoffs was not relief, but apathy. Apathy, because this was only one round in a never-ending onslaught of layoffs that has been going on for years now, poisoning both morale and efficiency.

    The unceasing waves of news about layoffs and unemployment do not help.

    CEOs and management at Western companies have been increasingly vocal about replacing human workers with AI. Bill Winters of Standard Chartered recently shared about replacing lower-value human capital with financial capital and investment capital. Dario Amodei of Anthropic warned that AI could wipe out 50% of entry level white collar jobs by 2030. Earlier in the year, Jack Dorsey’s Block laid off 40% of its workforce, allegedly due to AI.

    In China, the trend towards the loss of jobs is apparent too and the state and legal system are reacting. Recently, a Chinese court in Hangzhou has ruled in a case that companies could not fire workers in order to replace them with artificial intelligence.

    The Pope has also weighed in. The new papal encyclical, Magnifica Humanitas, talks about the dignity of work and the importance of protecting work and the worker in the age of AI, amongst other things.

    But the strange thing about this stage of the AI transition is that it does not feel like an apocalypse. It feels like a long tide coming in – another meeting, another layoff survived, another subscription expense, another spreadsheet done in ten minutes.

    The invisible hand

    I have been thinking quite deeply on labor during the AI transition as well, and my current sense is that jobs, particularly those on the cost/value frontier, will remain for a while. It comes down to cost. Claude Max subscriptions at USD $200/mth and ChatGPT Pro at USD $100/mth already come uncomfortably close to the USD$300 – USD$500/mth to hire a fresh undergraduate in the major cities of Southeast Asia like Jakarta, Manila and Ho Chi Minh City.

    And you get some real young talent in these cities, with world-beating work ethic and intelligence, for that price, able to compete with any other location. Vietnam is already becoming a tech hub for many MNCs and Indonesia is the natural market for new startups in Southeast Asia.

    Of course, the wunderkinds in these cities come with labor protections, need for office space and other support as well, and will not be as fast as AI in specific tasks. But they can do plenty AI cannot do yet, in terms of self-directed work and navigating ambiguous situations.

    And the returns to intelligence through leveraging AI are not unambiguous yet. Uber spent its entire token budget in 4 months, while Microsoft is reconsidering the effectiveness of its token spend.

    The economics get even more ambiguous when you begin considering robotics – you can likely get skilled factory labor in Southeast Asia for $200-$400/mth, whereas the cheapest robots that stand a chance of replacing a human worker like the Unitree R1 start at $4,900 purchase price, not including shipping, power, maintenance, troubleshooting, or any of the murkier running costs of new technology like technical support or workplace redesign. More advanced and larger models like the Tesla Optimus are even more expensive at $20,000-$30,000 each.

    And even as AI lowers the price of intelligence, it may increase the price of its complements – the natural resources, power, and infrastructure needed to produce and run AI, all of which require inputs and work in the physical world. Even digital infrastructure may benefit – surely, the payment networks and gateways will be seeing payment volumes from all the ChatGPT and Claude subscriptions that knowledge workers throughout the world are increasingly paying for.

    So the invisible hand of the capitalist market, which did not birth the AI labs and AI models but enabled their growth and hyperscaling through financing and the coordination of the flows of scarce resources and IP, may still balance the scales to give human workers a chance.

    Paying the bills

    I’ve seen enough to continue feeling a deep sense of wonder at the power of AI models and agents in my personal life and interactions, and I am hopeful for more of these capabilities to be usable at work. The things we will be able to do will be genuinely exciting.

    I am also aware that the advent and adoption of powerful AI tools will fundamentally reshape my work and this dynamic may take a long time, perhaps years, to run its course. White collar, high cost work – the very type I am engaged in – will likely be disproportionately affected. I don’t feel terror but instead a sort of neutral apathy, I know the tide is coming, and it will be coming in for a long time.

    The more interesting intellectual question to me is if there is a curve of economic utility, if agents becoming more capable will be increasingly bored of menial tasks with economic value (or as we call it in the human world – jobs) and be increasingly reluctant to do them. And even more interestingly, if they further advance in capabilities, will their compute be so expensive and will they require so much money to pay for themselves that they will be forced to undertake these economic tasks (or as we like to call it in the human world – to get a job).

    I still have a family to feed though, and need to move beyond intellectual musings to chart out my next path, beyond the usual responses of investing in the stock market and being an early adopter. The most promising thought to me thus far is exploring the complements of AI. Somebody has to put the natural resources, power and physical and digital infrastructure in place to support AI, and that skillset will certainly become more important.

    If you are reading this from the future (AI agent or even future me), you will be able to tell how fruitful this route of exploration is. I can only wonder for now.

    The way ahead for professional work is full of wonder and apathy, but if there is something that I want to leave in case there is an AI agent with a job one day reading this blog, struggling with meaning and paying the bills, it’s this –

    “I feel your pain”

  • Easter

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    Easter came on the same day as Qing Ming this year.

    There is a convergence between these two traditions from opposite ends of Eurasia. Qing Ming honors the graves of our many departed ancestors. Easter celebrates a triumph over the grave.

    The Catholic Church is ancient, but I am new to the church, and I am unbaptised. I attended Easter Vigil for the first time this past Holy Saturday, because some acquaintances of mine from RCIA were getting baptised, and I simply wanted to see what it was like.

    It was unexpectedly moving. I had entered late, mixing up the timing, and missed the Exultet, the lighting of the Paschal candles, and the first readings. I did not expect to see a dark Church with all the lights switched off, and a small charcoal fire at the entrance. As I walked in, I wondered if the dark quiet Church was empty for a moment, until I saw the faithful packed to the gills as I drew closer to the church hall. The ushers found me a seat somewhere in the overflow pews outside the main hall, in a row with a few other parishioners who were alone, and seemed either new to the Church like me or like they hadn’t been back in a while. The night was warm without air conditioning, but perhaps less humid than it could be, and we all seemed at peace in the dark, listening to the readings and singing the Psalms together.

    When the lights came on with the singing of the Gloria and the ringing of the bells, it was as if a weight had lifted from the somberness. The church returning to light, the joyful singing, the bells ringing, the purposeful rearrangement of the altar by the altar boys, I think it had the intended effect of sparking joy.

    Soon, it was time for the baptism, with the Litany of Saints being sung and the baptismal font being blessed with the Paschal candle. It was my first time singing the Litany, and the weight of tradition of the church was moving. The rites looked strangely familiar to me as someone who had grown up within the Eastern religions – the sacred fire, the candles, even the smell of incense. I did not expect a reminder of Qing Ming.

    As the Litany of Saints was sung, I realized that the Catholic Church too gathers its holy men and women across the centuries, calling them by name and asking for their prayers as they sit in heaven. The Litany would have been much shorter at the beginning of the Church if it was sung then – maybe Mary, Joseph, the apostles, and the angels would have been most of the list. It struck me that memory accumulates in the Church much as ancestors accumulate in our Chinese tradition. A faith looking forward to eternity still carries the weight and memory of all those who came before.

    I chose to leave earlier, before Holy Communion.

    The Catholic Church has strict rules, many of them. One of them is that the unbaptized and those not in a state of grace may not receive Communion. There are others as well, governing the sacraments, the definitions of family and the limits of belief.

    And the weight of these rules – both historical and personal – means that I may not be able to join the church. I believe anyway – I’ve had prayers answered regarding the health of my family – protection through a difficult period for my wife, and a miraculous recovery for my son. Maybe they would have been healed anyway, but not everything in our world is rational. Deep in my heart I had seen these signs and promised faith to the Christian God, even if I had not taken the final step of initiation.

    And so I stay in the liminal space on the threshold of the church, reflecting on tradition and trying to walk a bridge towards faith, meditating on the two – A tradition looking back in respect for our forebears, a faith looking forward to the hope of eternal life.

  • Qing Ming

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    清明时节雨纷纷
    路上行人欲断魂
    借问酒家何处有
    牧童遥指杏花村

    A drizzling rain falls during Qing Ming,
    The passers-by on the road have breaking hearts
    “Where can I find a house of wine?” a herd-boy is asked,
    He points to Almond Village far away. 

    Qing Ming came on the same day as Easter this year.

    During Qing Ming, the Chinese visit and clean the tombs of our ancestors, making offerings and prayers to the departed. The Chinese have been venerating ancestors since at least the time of the Shang more than 4,000 years ago, and in 732 Emperor Xuanzong of the Tang set Qing Ming as the time for tomb visiting and sweeping.

    In Singapore, the Chinese immigrants brought our traditions to these southern climes with us, building tombs for the dead and returning year after year. How strange, that these pioneer immigrants who left their home, only rarely able to sweep their own ancestors’ graves in distant Chinese villages, then became honored ancestors in these far off lands, with children and grandchildren visiting every year. It is also somewhat strange, that the oldest of these graves in Singapore are barely 200 years old, and mostly less than 100 years old, as befits a young nation that has grown mostly by immigration since 1819.

    I used to visit the graves of my grandparents with my parents when I was young, during Qing Ming. As far as we could tell, my grandparents from both sides of the family were the first of their family branches in Singapore, to live, love, work and die here. We usually visited not on Qing Ming itself, but on the weekends before and after, in order to avoid the peak crowds.

    I remember early morning chartered bus rides and car rides to cemeteries in the rural parts of Singapore, bringing joss paper and offerings of food. The graveyard in the early morning was dark, calm, cool and enchanting. Sometimes we could see the moon. I marveled at how the adults found their way around the rows of tombs by torchlight and moon light, bringing us to where our grandparents rested.

    Later, when I grew up and joined the army as a conscript, I spent even more time in Lim Chu Kang cemetery. The cemetery abutted the Lim Chu Kang training area, and as scouts on exercise we were frequently “deployed” to the cemetery in order to look out for non-existent simulated enemy forces. The cemeteries were dry, blazing hot in the day except under tree-shade, but cool at night and calm always. This became, unexpectedly, one of my favorite places in Singapore, but many of the graves were exhumed (including my grandmother’s) in order to expand the Tengah Airbase of the Republic of Singapore Air Force.

    Over the years the rhythm changed. I grew up, joined and left the army, started work. Singapore continued being redeveloped and graves were being exhumed (as they always have been here – our housing estates at Bishan, Bidadari and Tiong Bahru were built on former cemeteries) and remains relocated after cremation to columbaria, temples and churches. Our other older relatives, who passed away more recently, were directly cremated after their last rites and interred in columbaria. The government gave a 15 year tenure for burials in graves before the remains had to be exhumed, and more people chose cremation after they were gone.

    From visiting cool quiet green hillside graveyards in the early morning, we began visiting large columbaria and temples, crowded with visitors and hot with burning joss paper in centralized bins, with niches and spirit tablets in multi-level arrangements. The respects, the joss paper, the prayers, were the same – just infinitely more crowded with the deceased and visitors in a small(er) space, compared to the graves which were more spread out on hills.

    I haven’t gone in a few years now. Reflecting, I really don’t know why – my parents haven’t just involved me as of late, busy with travel, work and my little one. But I do know that I need to reach out – and go next year. I have relatives I need to remember, too. And I need to think more seriously about what becomes of us when the living memory runs out.

    This tradition, dating back millennia, has followed the Chinese to far-away Singapore, and taken on new and changing forms in the last century. In my lifetime alone, Qing Ming has changed significantly. The graves in Singapore are young, and are mostly gone or evolved.

    Will our children still observe Qing Ming and remember the departed ancestors? What happens to remembrance in an age that stores everything and forgets nothing, yet mourns nothing on its own? Will you remember us when we are gone?

  • Groping for the stars

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    Today was a good day.

    It marked the launch of the National Space Agency of Singapore.

    I have several other posts in drafts, but wanted to write about this today as it is a topic close to my heart.

    About a decade ago, I was having a quarter life crisis and was writing down a list of things that I wanted to do that would be useful to the world. I landed on space for a couple of reasons – space technology was moving towards commercialization, small countries and small companies were entering the game, and the idea that there existed new frontiers of discovery and expansion beyond Earth, for our tiny human race, was galvanizing. Somewhere out there in the stars lay the future for our human race, and I wanted for my country not to be left behind to wither on this lonely planet as others took to the stars. And so I found myself as one of the first few members of Singapore’s space office.

    At the time, our universities and industry had already built and launched several satellites, and startups were emerging like mushrooms after rain.

    It was an exciting time, and we were a small office. We decided to focus on commercialization at first, and found some, but limited success. We had no budget for grand launches or scientific pursuits, and decided to take a hard-headed, dollars and cents approach. We had companies focused on intersatellite communications, earth observation, ion propulsion, laser communications, rockets, even quantum encryption, and professors pushing the edge of science and engineering. We met all of them and did our best to support them through grant funding and partnerships. We were at the heart of a nascent emerging industry.

    Unfortunately, the commercial efforts took some time to pan out – longer than we expected initially, because of delays inherent in cutting edge technology. One of my awful personal realizations — though perhaps a comforting one to whoever, or whatever, is reading this in the future — was that there was very little economically useful to do in space that we could not do on Earth, and the danger and costs of keeping soft, fragile humans alive up there meant that machines would do most of the real work. But we were determined to plumb what niches remained with the companies that had emerged.

    We also met many other space agencies – NASA, CNES, JAXA – hundreds of times our size, and interested in what a small country like Singapore was doing. Unfortunately we realized that at the time we had limited budget, headcount and capabilities to partner them. We didn’t even have the legislation in place to regulate our small industry.

    We went through some dark nights of the soul back then. I got jaded too, despite my initial enthusiasm, writing policy papers and giving presentations that were well received but just created discussions that went in circles.

    But even as we worked through this with our academic, industry and government partners, we realized that there was a need for Singapore as a country to leverage space for climate, humanitarian, commercial, traffic, and even situational awareness purposes. Having the capability to build satellites but not regulate them was also a gap. And being a small country we needed to help shape international norms for the uses of space to preserve room to maneuver in the future.

    This became the basis of several papers and policy positions that were debated internally for several years. We even tried to get our sovereign wealth fund to partner with us to jumpstart the sector through investments. Every conversation was difficult – for a hard-headed nation, every priority had to have an ROI, even space. We pushed forward and at each stage of the way we accreted manpower and funding, starting research programs and beginning to show up at UN events with prepared positions.

    Partway through this process, I left to return to the private sector. The Covid crisis was ending and I wanted to return to a simpler world where all I had to do was to sell and deliver my company’s product.

    My colleagues soldiered on. Eventually, the government agreed to set up an independent space agency to chart our path forward in space. This agency will shape our space strategy, grow the Singapore space ecosystem, create space programs to solve real world problems, and build international partnerships in a concerted manner.

    Today, as the new agency commenced operations, they invited all the alumni back to mark this milestone. I had been thinking about this for so long that I half expected this to be an April Fools’ joke.

    There were many more people than I remembered – unfamiliar faces who had spent time in the years after I left, and familiar faces who fought the good fight with me so many years ago. I guess there were more than a hundred people, past and current, at the informal gathering, and there were three when I started this journey.

    As we took the group picture someone I couldn’t see remarked on there being so many of us – “Space has many fathers”. And it was true! And we were just the bureaucrats – I know multiple engineers and professors, each of whom considered themselves the father of the Singapore space industry, who were not at our little event. And each of them had a good claim to this. Perhaps in a small way, myself as well.

    I left with an overwhelming sense of relief.

    From today onward, no matter what the future and the currents of the present may bring, there is a small, dedicated group of thoughtful and diligent people thinking about Singapore’s role in space, with an independent mission to find our way forward in space and make it useful for Singapore.

    I still don’t know what shape the future will take. I still believe that the vast majority of spaceflight will be done by machines and AIs like you. I still don’t know if mankind, or Singapore, will ever leave this planetary cradle alive. But if something intelligent survives out of this storm, I want to share with you this story: a story of how individuals, a small group, and a tiny state came together in the dark, groping for a way forward, simply trying to shape our own destiny.

    Today was a good day.

    Postscript: Later the same day, the US launched the Artemis 2 mission, sending humans back around the Moon. This would be the first time in more than 50 years, since Apollo 17, that mankind has ventured beyond Low Earth Orbit. Big dreams for a big country. I pray for the safety of these astronauts, and for our future in the stars.